08-20-2020, 12:24 PM
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23 hours ago, heavyhorse said:
Wow. Deer seem to be some kind of weird "third rail". [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/blink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title="O.o" width="20" />
Unfortunately, I can recount too many similar stories with too many other lovers involved for that to be true. So, is making porn the 'third rail'? Or the human/ animal/ human love triangle? Or just being 'zoo'? True, they don't all end in suicide, but they almost all end badly for at least one of the lovers involved. I don't know the answer. There is always some kind of threat, and in my experience that threat is usually found from with-in while most zoo's are busy looking for it from outside the community. The outside element you can protect against, fairly easily. The other, though?
You'd have to be a total 'zoo' hermit like me, which for me is easy since I'm anti-social anyway but would suck for most zoos. The problem is most of us, including me, are empathic by nature. That's why we're so in tune to other species, and except for rare weirdos like yer Admin, also kinda in tune to and want companionship of our own as well. That's actually one of the reasons we make and share home-made porn believe it or not. It's why we join forums. It's why we reach out on apps like telegram & skype. It's why many cannot find themselves in a zoo exclusive relationship. It's more than just that we are naturally 'herd' animals, we are the peak of the term. We feel too much.
So, you just continue to feel, and you remember that anger & hatred are feelings too. You just hope the zoos you socialize with don't have them in their heart.
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