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On 8/19/2020 at 4:38 AM, silverwolf1 said:
There was another zoo, he met a deer once and fell in love. He made no porn, never had sex with her that he mentioned, and never forgot her. He spoke of her with me often in between our private debates. He too killed himself. I suspect to this day it was as much a melancholy over her as it was a depression that drove him to it..
If you are talking about the one I think you are, one of the things he posted to reddit was that he had found her remains at one point, I think about 2-4 years before he vanished completely. His posts got dark around then, as did his writing. He even began to tell people a timeframe... he "wasn't going to make it out of this decade" I believe was the wording. Of course, it wasn't just that. He suffered from both admitted medication issues, and aparently (not-confirmed) non-admitted to substance abuse issues. Regardless, when that day hit, I feel he never really came back from that. I'm not sure he could. I'm not sure I could either. It's part of the reason I have decided I am probably going to remain abstinent.
*pats FBI-agent reading this thread*
See there? Now you can close my file.
At any rate, said user and how I know so much is he was big respected name on reddit /r/zoophilia, which was big with the younger zoo crowd. Was up for moderatorship at one point even IIRC, but that was after he had already taken a turn for the worse and he basically told the mods to find someone else, is my understanding.
