11-25-2017, 05:06 AM
I'm just stuck, frozen, the thought of a life without him makes me lose all ambition, everything I used to love wouldn't matter after that point.. that is honesty and no it's not a plea for pity, I dont want sympathy it's just how I truly feel everytime I think of moving on from him.. which makes me question why am I trying to, he has always been faithful to me; but here I am ruining myself and what we had.. maybe I really am just worthless