Fear of taking a knot

[Cynolove693]

Things are going better, me and my dog are bonding more, although im keeping our relationship platonic for the time being; I honestly feel like shit I even thought of rehoming my dog to go back to trying to be with a dog that's not even mine; I made a commitment to my dog when I got him; and I'm not gonna back out of it; that's not me, It was just really hard for me to let go..




I loved my previous lover so much to the point I wasn't thinking right; to the point that I was looking for him in my dog and was depressed that I couldn't find a dog like him; I almost lost sense of who I am trying to follow a dream that will never happen; trying to go for something that wasn't meant to be....