12-21-2017, 09:57 PM
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23 hours ago, Cynolove693 said:
Don't get me wrong when I love; I fall for someone immensely; it's not the act of sex that makes me feel guilty; its the fact that I've went behind others backs and slept with their animals; that's my main reason for feeling guilt, even though it's been years since I've done so; I still feel bad that I did..
The shitty part is I can't get it off my chest, it's not like i can go up to a non zoo and apologize for letting their dog have sex with me, for doing so behind their back.. so I just keep feelings bottled up, and learn from my mistakes, guess that's all I can do..
Most of us have done similar at some point or another, lust sometimes kicks in and overrides other thoughts at times, and we simply act.
Yeah ... you probably shoudn't have .. to late done done and over with.
There is no reason to keep beating yourself up for shit that happened years ago you can't change. THEY DON"T KNOW!!!!! Only you and the dog knows, and he apparently never turned you in for it.
Did you harm him? Did he enjoy it?
You may have given him the greatest experience of his life. Possibly the only sexual enjoyment he ever had or ever will again. Be glad you were able to share such a thing with him. He sure as hell is. If it doesn't bother him .... why let it bother you. Enjoy what you shared together for what it was. Why give a fuck for folks that do not know and have no need to know. CARE about how you made him feel. He is the one matters.
