12-22-2017, 01:31 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-22-2017, 02:08 AM by Cynolove693.)
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4 hours ago, arcticwolf said:
Most of us have done similar at some point or another, lust sometimes kicks in and overrides other thoughts at times, and we simply act.
Yeah ... you probably shoudn't have .. to late done done and over with.
There is no reason to keep beating yourself up for shit that happened years ago you can't change. THEY DON"T KNOW!!!!! Only you and the dog knows, and he apparently never turned you in for it.
Did you harm him? Did he enjoy it?
You may have given him the greatest experience of his life. Possibly the only sexual enjoyment he ever had or ever will again. Be glad you were able to share such a thing with him. He sure as hell is. If it doesn't bother him .... why let it bother you. Enjoy what you shared together for what it was. Why give a fuck for folks that do not know and have no need to know. CARE about how you made him feel. He is the one matters.
Right; I just feel like an asshole because I went behind several peoples backs is all; people that trusted me, (even trusted me enough to watch their dogs while away) and what do I do in return.. go and get screwed by their pooch;....
Yes all the times it happened they enjoyed it as far as they made it known, they normally seeked out me helping them get off after they realized it was possible; several times; not to mention they also never wanted to leave my side after that, and would pay more attention to me than anyone else.. one of the owners even made a comment on how his dog all of the sudden started trying to hump everything..
No I've never hurt an animal; I am 100% sure of that much... like i said earlier it's not the sex alone that makes me feel guilt; it's the fact I showed great disrespect to people that trusted me, the fact that the lust for animals was stronger than my loyalty for my friends.. maybe I shouldn't care but I do..
Although I have to say ive never really looked at it like that I guess I did give the dogs something they probably will never experience again; don't get me wrong I did enjoy the intimate times I shared with the animals, but it still wasn't right sleeping with them when they were not mine
On the other hand if I never would have been lustful, I may have missed out falling in love with my soulmate, even if we never truly got to be together because hes someone else's dog, I still wouldn't trade those feelings or moments for anything in this world.. the way he looked me in the eyes, the way he layed his head on my chest, the way he made me feel by just being there; it meant everything to me [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wub.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=":x" width="20" />
