How to deal with lack of contact with horses?

[Saturnine]

You had plenty of people come to your aid. You even have people in real life that have helped you. The only thing I get from others is being ignored.




Yes, I didn't want to stay a virgin forever, so I had sex with a guy. So what? You're making such a big deal out of this. Am I suddenly not a zoophile because of this? What the hell are you even trying to imply here?




I'm NOT a dog zoo. I am much more attracted to horses than dogs. Therefore, I'm a horse zoo. Stop trying to change what I'm attracted to.




Sure, I think dogs are nice, but they aren't the animals that come to mind when I think about relationships. I'm not going to spend 10+ years with a dog, the whole time wishing that I was with a mare instead. It's just not going to happen. It wouldn't be a wise choice.