I came here seeking answers to a problem that nobody could fix. I've asked countless zoos what to do in my situation. They all gave me different answers, but none of them could give the right one. Now I see that it was unfair of me to place that kind of responsibility in the hands of others. I went about this the wrong way and kept trying to seek out that one true solution to my problem.
There is so much that I could say about my mental health that prevents me from doing things that everyone else can do. The same rule applies to my physical health especially. Talking about this only makes me angry now, and I really don't want to feel like shit anymore.
It's difficult for me to open up when I can't even think of what to say because my brain is still having trouble processing this.
