Suppress Sexual Urges?

[Saturnine]

Sometimes I test myself to see if my feelings toward horses are purely sexual, or if there is something more.




Immediately after I masturbate to images of equine genitalia, I reassess my previous feelings of wanting to be with them. Every time, I still have that familiar emptiness in my soul which craves for them in ways other than sexual.




If you chemically castrated someone, their urge to have sex becomes less intense, but the need for intimacy never completely goes away.