05-29-2018, 06:23 PM
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2 hours ago, 30-30 said:
I don´t know whether calling me a romantic guy is appropriate, at least in the more conventional and common definition of a romantic. People believing in astrology/horoscopes would say I´m a typical capricorn: down to earth, faithful to his partner up to the point of complete devotion etc. When I fall in love with a mare, I fall in love entirely, unconditionally. But I don´t believe in astrology and highly doubt that star constellations in the sky have an actual influence on me...the typical sceptical, down to earth capricorn... [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=";)" width="20" />
What I would recommend is that you shouldn´t build up too much expectations when fantasizing about your future life as an active zoophile. Sure, before I decided to join a riding club, I also had these fantasies...how it would be with a mare by my side. But one thing I can say for sure: it will always turn out different than what those idealised fantasies tell you. I´m more of a guy that uses the energies wasted on fantasizing for actually make things happen in real life...and adapt in order to create my life the way I want it to be as closely as possible to my ideals. So, if you really want a life with an animal, place your focus on creating it rather than painting it in the brightest pictures. Make sure your life´s path will give you the possibilities to achieve your goals; find a good job that allows you to provide for your future animal in the best way possible...and as a zoophile, it´s always preferrable to have a house of your own, regardless of your preferred species, but especially when it´s farm animals like horses and cows. What you do in real life is what matters...start working on that as soon as possible.
Wow, you really seem to have been hit by me mentioning fetishism. Don´t put too much emphasis on this, but always keep in mind that fur, scent and physical appearance can and will never make up for the lack of true closeness of the souls involved. Much like someone who is "totally into big breasted women"...take away the big tits and see how quickly "love" will disappear. That´s what I meant with fetishism here...the "pars pro toto" problem when focusing too much on physical appearance, body traits and such. Sure, my mare´s body indeed is an erotically loaded entity for me, but I have understood that body traits are just the surface and don´t mean too much anymore when you discover more, go deeper, get to really know your quadruped partner...if you both find pleasure and peace in each other´s company, bodies won´t contribute much anymore. I just value love more than "love for fur, scent and appearance" from my own , personal experience. And, as I said before, once you get used to having fur, scent etc..its significance rapidly dwindles.
Regarding your last question: Yes, I am what we Germans call a "Berufsreiter" /professional rider...a person that earns his living from working fulltime in the equestrian "industry". In Germany, you need to go through three years of apprenticeship and then pass exams to rightfully acquire your job´s title; there are two major branches , one is called "Pferdewirt , Schwerpunkt Zucht und Haltung, the other is called "Pferdewirt, Schwerpunkt Reiten"...and I´m the latter, being qualified and trained to give riding lessons. Those both branches differ in what level of riding skills you have to gather and the "Zucht und Haltung" (breeding and horsekeeping) guys have more knowledge on, well, breeding and horsekeeping while the "Schwerpunkt Reiten" guys are the ones who are standing in the riding hall, giving lessons and are more trained in both dressage and showjumping. I worked almost two decades as a riding instructor, employed by different riding clubs, but after the death of my mare in January 2016, I quit my job for my own mental balance. If my family hadn´t made the purchase of my farm possible, I´d probably stand in a riding hall again now, teaching the spoiled sons and daughters of the wealthy. A rather nervewrecking job, I can tell... [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=";)" width="20" />
Hmm quite cool you went the way of your wishes, sometimes a person talent has nothing to do with want they wish for the life; it's nice that you managed to create an adapt your own talent; it's always nice to have as well a loving family that helps you with that, quite amazing actually.
Yeah it pisses me out slightly to be called or referenced with fetishists, not a bit deal, but what I feel for animals is too big to be just a fetish, and as people know, I don't like being a zoo, for exactly that reason, my feelings for animals are overwhelming and consume me, and just to think that those feelings are a fetish, feels like underestimating it; and well I work towards it, I do, I've gone far, sadly I can't afford a house, I am an immigrant, an exact year ago the only thing I had was $1000, some clothes and a broken laptop; I was actually supposed to go back to germany, but props to your goverment that supported me being exploited but not allowed me to work for profit; but anyway I am happy in the cold north, I can see the auroras from here [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=":)" width="20" />
And you sound exactly like a romantic, that's how I'd describe it, you can be down to earth or whatever you want to think that way, you are very old fashioned as well; but to me that sounds like a romantic talk, at least like a grandpa romantic [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/laugh.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title="xD" width="20" />
But yea I know I shouldn't build too much expectations, and that's why I need to try it; it's just been very painful not to know what to expect.
