05-30-2018, 01:13 AM
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6 hours ago, Cat said:
Hmm quite cool you went the way of your wishes, sometimes a person talent has nothing to do with want they wish for the life; it's nice that you managed to create an adapt your own talent; it's always nice to have as well a loving family that helps you with that, quite amazing actually.
Yeah it pisses me out slightly to be called or referenced with fetishists, not a bit deal, but what I feel for animals is too big to be just a fetish, and as people know, I don't like being a zoo, for exactly that reason, my feelings for animals are overwhelming and consume me, and just to think that those feelings are a fetish, feels like underestimating it; and well I work towards it, I do, I've gone far, sadly I can't afford a house, I am an immigrant, an exact year ago the only thing I had was $1000, some clothes and a broken laptop; I was actually supposed to go back to germany, but props to your goverment that supported me being exploited but not allowed me to work for profit; but anyway I am happy in the cold north, I can see the auroras from here [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=":)" width="20" />
And you sound exactly like a romantic, that's how I'd describe it, you can be down to earth or whatever you want to think that way, you are very old fashioned as well; but to me that sounds like a romantic talk, at least like a grandpa romantic [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/laugh.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title="xD" width="20" />
But yea I know I shouldn't build too much expectations, and that's why I need to try it; it's just been very painful not to know what to expect.
Well, don´t hold me accountable for the German government; if it was for me to decide, Sahra Wagenknecht would be the chancellor and "Die Linke" the ruling party. You shouldn´t feel alone in being exploited, many Germans get the very same "treatment" or are held in permanent financial dismay by "Hartz 4". In the end, Merkel is a conservative, comparable to the US republicans...well, the republicans before Trump. [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=";)" width="20" /> And, as you might know, exploitation of the working class is what conservatives strongly believe in.
Well, I can live with being called a romantic. Maybe it was exactly that "romantic" love for my mare what saved me from other horseowners when my mare was boarded in various public stables. But the one turning me into a "romantic" was my Hannover mare; she actually "made me" into what I am, her love nurtured and sustained me in everything. With all that she gave me during her life, she left me no other choice but to feel that strong bond between her and me, that deep love for the being that is in me even two and a half years after her death. She´s always there, always with me. All my devotion, my continuing gratitude for her is well earned and deserved...she was an "Über-"mare to me. She gave me far more than I´d ever had expected in my rather unexperienced teens. So when you want to blame someone for turning me into a romantic, blame her for it. [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=";)" width="20" />
