06-10-2018, 12:23 PM
I was talking about hobbies being unimportant. That doesn't mean I can't find a purpose elsewhere. In regards to the "horse thing," in a way, I actually view them as sacred entities, or idols. In my eyes, horses are godly beings. (And I am about as atheist as you can get.) So yeah, they are, and always have been, very important to me, sometimes to the point of obsession. These "exorbitant qualities" that I place on touch alone are based on a rather spiritual need that I have had that will always remain a permanent fixture within my life. But please, no more questions about this. For the sake of my sanity.