Hello.

[covfefelake]

Hello.  I'm here for my dead friend whom we mutually know as Rannoch.  May be ghostwriting some stories of his he didn't finish, but mostly here to try to learn about a subculture I didn't really think about or really, even know existed until recently.




A very smart man told me not to come here.  I almost listened.  Almost.  I never was good at instructions.




So, how does this work, about me I guess?




I'm a co-worker of Rannoch's who was also a friend since middleschool.  We worked in a generic IT-related business field in a generic state of the USA.  It's beautiful here.




I like video games, and good writing.  At least part of that might be here, it seems.  Might not be too, I'll find out?




I miss my friend lots, and feel some guilt that he didn't feel comfortable enough to reveal this part of his life to me.




I'm a curious person by nature.  When I learned about this, whereas initially I found it repulsive to an extent, I kept coming back to the subject and turning it over in my head until I became more comfortable with it.  Now, I am just curious, really.




This isn't a new thing either.  I tend to come back to things that are strange to me to try and understand them better.  Yes, even ones that are "disgusting" to me (no offense guys).  This has earned me the apt nickname from my brother of "toilet explorer."




Because of the filthiness of toilets and the tendency of employers to not like internet toilet exploring, I am using a VPN here, and new username.




So I'm here to explore your toilet, I guess.  I know, it's not a toilet to you.  Humor me.




Hello and greetings!  I really do hope to get to know some of you on an impersonal, forum level basis to further my understanding of your community (maybe even more for some, we shall see).




PS:  I am not a zoophile but am an animal lover in the other sense, and totally understand that conceptually at least, animals can consent.  A fellow from your community has kindly walked me through this idea in great detail.  And made me google dog knots in a trick that I will never forgive him for.