Hello.

[covfefelake]

I'm happy to answer certain non-identifiable questions about him of course.  Just shoot me a PM I guess?




Truth be told, I know quite a bit now...  I mean, for better or for worse, his computer drive image ended up in my hands, so even his preferences in porn are....  for better or for worse yeah.  I've seen it.  (didn't want to but was worried, I don't know, something something he might be in it grumble etc).




It was probably the smallest porn collection in history for the record.




I realized tonight I'm kinda going through his personal stuff in a obsessive way.  I found one thing for example that led me down a seriously dark path of thought that turned out to be completely innocent and harmless.  So, I'm probably wiping the drive tomorrow for my sanity and for ethical reasons.




I'm actually going to his place to pick up anything I want from his room tomorrow.  If anyone wants me to watch for anything in particular (I have no idea really what'll be left there or what to look for) I'd appreciate a PM.




As for the events leading up to his demise, let me just say he was a very upset individual.  I mean, he had his reasons, but he also misbehaved and talked abusively to several individuals in ways i would describe in as at minimum "non-productive."




Still, No one should blame themselves for what happened (I'm fighting this myself) and likewise, no one should think there is not a lesson here either.  I have quite a recorded history here on his The zoo community did him no favors IMO, but for some reason, he did even worse without it.  I probably would have done the same given the behavior he aparently exhibited, but, I don't think any of us knew the extent of the pain he was in.  And certainly none of us intended him to die.




I wish it could have ended differently.  But it is what it is.