Hello. I'm not sure if I should queue evil music now, or just try to pass as a "normal."
I say that because, heh, full disclosure time, I'm sorta infamous. I'm banned from zoophilesforum for a bit of a batshit insane moment I had when my mate, Willow passed away around spring time 2013. I admittedly behaved like a broken man and railed against the world and I'm still kinda feeling the feedback from that. I can't blame them and I still have some friends there, but ultimately that wound will never heal.
I also was on zoophile.org back in the day as "Trangol," and basically acted like an under-medicated autistic kid. Doesn't help my case much.
But trust me, I'm really just full of love and want hugs. [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png[/img]
I'm a deer zoo who's currently sexually inactive... when I lost Willow, my former Doe, I really... really lost the desire altogether. I now spend a lot of time working on a constant set of drafts of a scifi story with zoophilic themes. There is a VERY old draft of it on zoophilesforum with a lot of flaws ("Broken Empire" I think). The basic premise is that the story is written from the perspective of a space faring civilization (known as the "Empire") in which earth humans (referred to as the "Terrans") are the aggressors, and ultimately, conquerors of their people. Think a native-american style story only set in space.
Both races are human and that plays deeply into the lore of the story, both claim to be the "original" humans and claim the other are long lost colonists of themselves. Neither will concede that life could have sprung from anywhere but their homeworld, despite the flora and fauna being nearly identical. The Terrans however, have some unique and very zoo like properties. The ruling figure is actually a female animal, and the "emperor" is actually more of a "interpreter" in their lore. They claim that the emperor can hear the words of the animal through a kind of telekinesis. I won't say whether or not this is true, or how it is possible, that is for you to read! [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png[/img]
The current draft is written from the perspective of the last "emperor" of the empire, as he stands trial on Earth for various war and social crimes. The story is told as a playback of events during a "scrying" by the high court on Sol, a process which basically plays back a persons memories by reading their mind. The story does not strive to demonize either party, rather to highlight the pain of conflict and highlight a tragedy that could have been solved in many instances by someone taking a bit longer to understand that which seems foreign to them. I hope to encapsulate into this story the story of the zoophile, and encourage people to think twice before they judge in the form of a great story of good intentions gone horribly wrong, ultimately resulting in tragedy..
Wow, that was longer than I planned. I hope to have some stuff posted soon! [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png[/img] My writing skills are somewhat out of date since I was rated as being "sharp" in college 3+ years ago (I'm a dropout yay...), so be nice. [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]
PS: Good to see you again Silverwolf!
-Rannoch
