12-24-2017, 08:31 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-24-2017, 08:33 AM by Cynolove693.)
Well I got my answer no matter how hard it is to accept, what I feared happened; the dog that I dedicated everything too doesn't love me anymore; I gave him the choice to stay the night with me and he passed it up; when I needed him the most he chooses to not be by my side; [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/sad.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=":(" width="20" /> ; he used to always want to spend the night with me, it hurts more than anything, seeing that he gave up on what we had.. he doesn't want me anymore; that just proves that everyone abandons me in the end; I hope I fucking die soon, I don't want to live anymore; I hope this cancer kills me quicker than what the doctor said...