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[Eagle]

6 hours ago, Cat said:




However there are also zoo contracts, basically a animal/human / human/animal relationship... basically two zoo couples that decide to live together as couples, while their true lover is the animal, they still have this degree of kinda polyamory in a way where there's a strong bond between both humans, even when it's not romantic; honestly I'd love such a thing, but that's hard to get by because simply finding another zoo interested in that is very rare at least, but specially with people that are into larger animals, owning land as a couple can be more beneficial, and because there's no sex involvement with the human there are no sexual problems and it's usually something done with heavily financial (by marrying) and safety reasons, if you got to travel somoene that you know can care of your partner and so on.

Hearts don't follow intentions.  I more or less had a "zoo contract" with that first boyfriend (not counting the friend plus when I was a teenager).  We explicitly agreed from the getgo "animals would never come between us."  However, they did ... he actually got Covy, pursuing an ad in a paper because he wanted a female German Shepherd.  However, he did not spend much time at all with her aside from sex, and in fact would lock her in the garage after a couple of accidents and got angry with her for whining due to separation anxiety when she did this.  She was okay with him, but she bonded with me emotionally and he became jealous even though he was more sexually active with her.




My human boyfriend after him also became jealous of my emotional bond with her, even though we had an open relationship mostly because I knew he had a very high libido I could not sate.  I tried but found I wasn't that interested in other guys when I was in a relationship ... but he said he was jealous of all the time I spent with Covy and eventually he became angry and an outright alcoholic. We were couchhopping, living on Ramen for food, but the moment I'd get a little money, he'd spend it all on booze and drink it completely in less than an hour, and that made me angry.  He passed out drunk at friends' houses after having cleared out their liquor cabinet and I'd have to carry him back to the car and home.  I just couldn't deal with that, nor his growing anger and jealousy toward me emotional bond with Covy.