04-03-2018, 07:09 AM
Eagle, I can assure you that I´m totally not "like this"...to this day, I´m still a virgin with humans, never had any "experiments" with them, never had included them into my sexuality and probably won´t ever until I breathe my last breath. I´m just not interested...if you´re standing on two legs, my bedroom will be forever closed for you.. [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/wink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=";)" width="20" />
But your story about that "exclusive zoo" impostor is exactly what I´m talking about when demanding more honesty. Just imagine how sick it comes across for a real exclusive zoo to hear from a "fellow exclusive" that "my bedroom is open for you"...to us exclusives, this may be the exact aequivalent of suggesting any Random Joe Average to "come over and nut through my livestock". And to dismantle Heavyhorse´s rather dull suggestion he brought up in his last paragraph, this isn´t about not feeling secure about my own sexuality, this is about sticking to the truth. I know for sure what I am, I know it since I reached puberty, I had my very first sexual excounter in my life with a mare around the age of 15/16 and from there on, things were pretty clear for me. I still wait for an answer why zoo exclusivity is something so desirable and can only assume that it seems so desirable for people who simply have no fucking clue about what it is to be an actual exclusive zoo...this isn´t , as I said before, "the highest form of zoophilia" or anything of comparable reputation, it is just what we exclusives are...and you guys can´t even let us have our own small space to live in the community without quickly getting possessive and overreaching, huh? IN your erronous assumptions that exclusivity is a honorary title or an achievement, you can´t even show any respect for the real exclusives because your ego dictates you to do so...."Bwaaaah, I´m not an exclusive, so I must be a second class zoo! This is offensive! Everyone should have access to this cool kids club! Even though he has a long history of sexual relationships with humans!".
As I said before, not a single exclusive zoo will be feeling any superiority towards non exclusive people. It´s in fact an deeply rooted inferiority complex, paired with the Freudian super ego that desperately wants to make you look better than you are for others (" I´m a faithful husband!" - Steve, divorced for yearlong cheating on his wife). If you knew what it is like to be an exclusive zoo, no one would ever want to self identify as an exclusive anymore. It´s not a fun life. Exclusivity isn´t about "quality", it simply is about being completely unable to have something sexual with humans, anything and everything. And even when 99% of the community thinks otherwise...well, everyone is entitled to his opinion, but not to his own facts. There are no own facts,btw. And it is a simple fact that zoo exclusivity is about being totally immune to sexual attraction towards humans. Not for "experimentation", not in a temporary phase, not because opportunity to get laid easily arose. We exclusives can´t do that, like in I don´t have wings, I can´t fly. We lack these wings...and we simply won´t sit in silence when people misuse our words. This isn´t about dicating things , this is about getting rid of all the blurred stuff our own community has made up throughout several decades, always going for the smallest common denominator. The smallest common denominator trick has failed us, we´re still all lumped together as one homogenous group of animal fuckers from the outside. And, if I may ask, how can anyone in our community expect the outside to draw clear demarkation lines between the "good" and the "bad" "zoos" when our own community can´t even set clear lines? Seems like it´s not the real exclusives who are unsecure about themselves...at least , we´re not the ones trying to bend definitions until they fit us to wear a title we don´t deserve and that is NOT a statement about quality. Being exclusive simply means not having any (sexual and emotional) interest in humans, nothing more. There´s even some exclusive "zoo" abusers out there...so, why are you all so eager to have that "exclusive zoo" title without even knowing what being an exclusive without any option to have "normal" relationships is like? To me, this desperate race for this title is basically one big red flag that makes me guess it´s in fact an issue of feeling inferior to us "glamorous exclusives". Before you attack me yet again by saying I´m probably not sure about my sexuality, maybe try thinking about what I wrote before you utter another deflective wild guess to avoid answering questions, Heavyhorse.
