04-03-2018, 07:44 AM
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4 hours ago, Cynolove693 said:
I didn't firstĀ have sex with people until I turned 20, and found out then I wasn't missing anything special, you can call bullshit all you like on thatĀ [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/blink.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title="O.o" width="20" />
I did it a while ago, well I am around that age, while as stimulation it was fine, I had lots of trouble with it.
Since he knew me too well (and that's why I allowed him to try he went over my huge barrier of entry) he told me that I was thinking about animals, that I wasn't even into what was happening now, and that I was trying to get into my world and stuff in order to be able to get aroused; to which I had to agree... and while it's kind of cool having cuddles and stuff, there was no spark, I didn't feel in love, I felt it like masturbating with extra steps.
And I mean I can get emotionally attached to people, just, in a very close way, just not in a sexual way; and that sucks.