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On 19.03.2018 at 10:08 PM, heavyhorse said:
Yes. There are songs by a particular artist that I can't listen to, even though I liked them; they were popular during the last days. It still all just comes rushing back. *There must be something in my eyes just now*
I assume one of the major genetic modifications to the Island Animals that wasn't mentioned was a more sensible life span. . . . . . .
Well, ask me about songs from Bjork´s "Homogenic" album if you want to find something that immediately makes me cry like a little kid. Especially her song "Joga", originally written to honour one of Bjork´s close friends named Joga instantly brings me to tears since this was kinda "our song", the one song that condensed my emotions into one piece of art. I often heard that particular song on my car´s Cd player while I was driving the 15 kilometers from home to the riding club she was standing at. Since her death on january, 7th 2016 , I haven´t heard this song again, haven´t touched my Bjork CD ever since and probably will never listen to that song again for the rest of my life. Too painful, even after almost 2.5 years...and I doubt it will be much different in 25...
The next time this song will be played in my presence, I´ll be ashes and reunited with my Hannover mare´s ashes in her urn.
PS: Since this forum has finally installed some much needed safety measures with the " member or fuck off" approach at the "entrance" and due to the fact that I already uploaded some pictures (non sexual, non identifiable of course) of my mare and me in her eulogy thread on reddit, I can offer to reupload them in here if anyone who hasn´t seen them is interested....if it doesn´t violate the rules in here, of course. I´m already shuffling through my pic archive to give Saturnine the pics of my own artwork I promised him, so it won´t be much additional hassle for me to give you all a tiny glimpse of what my relationship with my mare was like.
Edit: Thanks to AmoreBestia, the ex mod of the zoo sub reddit, I don´t even have to reupload pictures...they´re still available on the zoo reddit archive.
The first link will lead you to my thread I made shortly after she left me https://zooish.net/r/zoophilia/post_433298.html to give context and the second link https://zooish.net/r/zoophilia/post_43cpn0.html will forward you to my thread including the pictures. (Thanks AB for deleting the link to my throat tattoo image, much appreciated)
