I need to do this...

[Cat]

1 hour ago, threelegs said:




<a contenteditable="false" data-ipshover="" data-ipshover-target="<___base_url___>/profile/2282-cat/?do=hovercard" data-mentionid="2282" href="<___base_url___>/profile/2282-cat/">@Cat</a>, you said,




"... i hate myself so much for being a zoophile that i am partially doing this against my will ..."




Just my personal view, but I think your first priority should be to make peace with yourself about being a zoo. I had a problem with that myself for a while, so I know the intensity of the tumult. I also know that every aspect of my life became a lot easier once I'd come to fully accept myself.




Living in a closet is one of the hardest things you can do--that goes the same for self-hatred. And your choices and decisions won't be nearly as reliable until your whole being speaks with the same voice, as it were.




Take your time with this and get your inner conflict settled first.

It is okay, it's not some sort of hatred I just dislike it; it has kept me relatively single and unable to experience anything meaningful, I tried to be with people and now I see it as such a mistake, what I dislike is like if I was making things so complicated for myself, but I can't help it; it's not that I hate being a zoophile because of how different it is, but because it makes everything hard and makes me feel hopeless at times as if I'd never find a lover.




Anyway I have posted my very specific doubts in another post (like I said I would), but haven't gotten much replies there [img]<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/sad.png[/img]/emoticons/[email protected] 2x" title=":(" width="20" />