08-15-2019, 02:53 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-15-2019, 02:57 PM by heavyhorse.)
I had a particularly clear, vivid and lucid one last night, uncommon for me. Without the usual dream-state weird transitions or anomalies. And proving again that I dream in color, with full tactile and odors.
I was in some wilderness area , like Yellowstone maybe, but the deep back country part without the roads or tourists. Rough terrain, brushy but no trees that I recall, full daylight hours. I was walking along and became aware of a group of wolves following behind and off to the left. Evading them was unsuccessful, I turned and faced them as they approached to just a few feet in front of me. They were not at any time aggressive or threatening, or on the other hand fearful or cautious. There were maybe 4 or so smaller ones (about the size of German Shepards) that were playfully tumbling over each other, and a considerably larger one that I took to be the male, that didn’t participate in the roughhousing. It sat down on one hip directly in front of me and was immediately apparent that she was not a male, but a very large and stout female that had obviously had probably multiple litters in the somewhat distant past. I was then at their level, like on one knee, and held my arms up in front of me to fend off their faces/teeth/muzzles, but still they were cheerful and all smiles (yes canids can definitely smile as a great many of you can attest). The large female soon nuzzled her head under my left armpit, and I moved my right hand down her nearly hairless belly as she lifted her leg to make way. Her bitchy bits were very ample and very wet, fingers immediately inside with room to spare, with the immediate odor of estrus or near-estrus, though she wasn’t swollen or puffy. Then I was standing, and she was standing on her back legs with her front legs around my body and her head only a little lower than mine, and my fingers all the way inside her.
And that’s IT. As always, I NEVER get to full-on sex, surely the result of decades of paranoia about getting caught in the act in RL.
I have tried to drill myself that there are no consequences in the dream world, let it go, but to no avail…..
